I have this deep, deep fear that I’m only able to keep doing things for a week; No more, no less, and I feel that whenever I remembered to edit the new video on my YouTube page. I mean, it’s out, but I took a bit. Like 3 days. I don’t want to rag on myself about consistency too much, mainly because this is my portfolio, technically, and it feels a bit weird to admit when I have trouble doing something.
I guess I have to find a method that will work for me. I know that the only reason I’ve been recording and uploading is because these things work with my schedule rather than against my schedule. I’ve noticed that a severe change in schedule tends to be my undoing. not that I can’t adjust to new things, of course; it’s just much easier to do new things consistently when I do the new things with the older things. I guess the question now is, how am I going to record consistently, while also making new and clickable content? As an Artist, I feel it’s necessary for me to be my own publicist. and to be a good publicist, I have to make things that look good for the public.
Or maybe just things that look good for my intended audience? Next steps would be figuring out who, or what that is. I’ll try to write whenever I have something notable to say. Less often then a tweet, but more frequently than a… Diary entry? College Essay?
Not all the time, but more than none of the time.
Classes start for me soon, next week. I hope they bring some normalcy; I hate feeling idle.
Since this website is new, at the time of writing, I think I owe you something for being here for this particular junction.
Here’s the (extremely rough) First Draft of the image that will be on the blog page when I finish it.
my next video will be me working on some concept art, I think, or at least developing some concepts further. I sure hope I follow through, wink wink, nudge nudge. (That sentence is more for me rather than you, whenever I end up reading this again.)
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