{"id":1215,"date":"2026-01-09T08:08:49","date_gmt":"2026-01-09T08:08:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/?p=1215"},"modified":"2026-01-09T08:11:20","modified_gmt":"2026-01-09T08:11:20","slug":"keeping-up-lately","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/?p=1215","title":{"rendered":"Keeping Up Lately"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I have this deep, deep fear that I’m only able to keep doing things for a week; No more, no less, and I feel that whenever I remembered to edit the new video on my YouTube page. I mean, it’s out<\/a>, but I took a bit. Like 3 days. I don’t want to rag on myself about consistency too much, mainly because this is my portfolio, technically,<\/em> and it feels a bit weird to admit when I have trouble doing something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I guess I have to find a method that will work for me. I know that the only reason I’ve been recording and uploading is because these things work with my schedule rather than against my schedule. I’ve noticed that a severe change in schedule tends to be my undoing. not that I can’t adjust to new things, of course; it’s just much easier to do new things consistently when I do the new things with the older things. I guess the question now is, how am I going to record consistently, while also making new and clickable content? As an Artist, I feel it’s necessary for me to be my own publicist. and to be a good publicist, I have to make things that look good for the public.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Or maybe just things that look good for my intended audience? Next steps would be figuring out who, or what that is. I’ll try to write whenever I have something notable to say. Less often then a tweet, but more frequently than a… Diary entry? College Essay?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not all the time, but more than none of the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Classes start for me soon, next week. I hope they bring some normalcy; I hate feeling idle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Since this website is new, at the time of writing, I think I owe you something for being here for this particular junction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Here’s the (extremely rough) First Draft of the image that will be on the blog page when I finish it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

my next video will be me working on some concept art, I think, or at least developing some concepts further. I sure hope I follow through, wink wink, nudge nudge. (That sentence is more for me rather than you, whenever I end up reading this again.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I have this deep, deep fear that I’m only able to keep doing things for a week; No more, no less, and I feel that whenever I remembered to edit the new video on my YouTube page. I mean, it’s out, but I took a bit. Like 3 days. I don’t want to rag on […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1216,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1215"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1215\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1217,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1215\/revisions\/1217"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1216"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/abazuba.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}